somehow i think it's more of like the shared memories u had w him when y'all cleaned up the pipes 5 years back, that's why u were so agitated when the workers (who didn't do a good job and really deserved to be scolded) came.

at least when u're like this, not under any kind of alcoholic influence, i can feel for u.

somehow seeing you like this, trying desperately to resolve the pipes problem, it hurts me too. memories of u 2 together just started flowing back...

i miss...