i was looking for a certain fb msg and i chanced upon this song that someone sent me.

it's a song that U2 sang for his father.

the other day when i saw my bro's back view, it struck me how much he resembles dad. it struck me so hard that i could feel the tears.

it was then on i wish i'll never have to see your back view.

let me walk with you.

Sometimes You Can't Make It On Your Own

Tough, you think you've got the stuff
You're telling me and anyone
You're hard enough

You don't have to put up a fight
You don't have to always be right
Let me take some of the punches
For you tonight

Listen to me now
I need to let you know
You don't have to go it alone

And it's you when I look in the mirror
And it's you when I don't pick up the phone
Sometimes you can't make it on your own

We fight all the time
You and I...that's alright
We're the same soul
I don't need...I don't need to hear you say
That if we weren't so alike
You'd like me a whole lot more

Listen to me now
I need to let you know
You don't have to go it alone

And it's you when I look in the mirror
And it's you when I don't pick up the phone
Sometimes you can't make it on your own

I know that we don't talk
I'm sick of it all
Can - you - hear - me - when - I -
Sing, you're the reason I sing
You're the reason why the opera is in me...

Where are we now?
I've still got to let you know
A house still doesn't make a home
Don't leave me here alone...

And it's you when I look in the mirror
And it's you that makes it hard to let go
Sometimes you can't make it on your own
Sometimes you can't make it
The best you can do is to fake it
Sometimes you can't make it on your own

i wanna travel.

but i needa wait till i would stop being a burden to anyone else.

:(

i tweeted this the other day when i felt 幸福 just coz i drank a glass of warm water when i woke up.

其实幸福可以很简单。

但人是贱的。

简单得到的幸福就不算是幸福了。

after that i realised that it's actually a pretty sad post.

得不到的总是最美的。

为什么人都那么贱？

我们一起走吧。

you're so hard to love. but i don't know why, you're just too dear a friend to me, tough for me not to love you.

do you know why i don't like to initiate meet-ups? that's coz i'll feel like i'm at the losing end when the person don't give a damn about it. or just like you, too busy to remember. but when someone initiates a meet-up with me, i'll make sure i stay true to my promise, even when i really don't feel like going at the very last minute, i'll make myself go. coz i know how broken promises taste like.

too busy to even check your sms? are you sure? i highly doubt that. i don't need a long reply from you. just a short simple one will suffice. you know me.

if you were someone else, i would have snapped back at you. i'm not a step-over, easy-going person. and you know that i can be very independent and go solo.

but just in front of you, i'm so fragile. i hate that feeling. i dun understand why. i must have owed you my life the previous time. perhaps you've saved me at war or something. who knows.

when i say i dun mind, sometimes i dun mean it. i hate myself for not being able to tell you straight that i do mind.

i'm positive that you dun even know that all these is going through my head.

perhaps i'm cut out to be independent. and alone. at least when i fail or succeed, i'll implicate only myself.

you're really hard to please. i don't know when i'll be too tired to love you anymore. but i'll try my best now. definitely.

sighs. i should really do something about this.

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