in her drunken stupor, she told us that the huge bonsai of yellow roses by the window side fell down from 10th storey of our house.

she attributed the cause to the strong winds.

i couldn't help but think that she's the cause of it.

honestly.

what the fuck.

if she really threw that down from our window, she's just unforgivable.

no matter how deeply you have drown yourself in self-pity, you have no rights to implicate others. you have no rights to put anyone else in danger.

what the fuck, seriously.

i really wish that i'm wrong and that i owe you an apology for thinking you in that way.

i really wish so.

but right now, i can't be sure.

you said that the whole world is selfish. but do you have any idea that you're the worst? you break your son's and daughter's hearts like nobody's business every single time you get drunk.

shut up already. shut up.