are you always like this in the afternoon?

why must you do this to yourself?

to aggravate your pain and ascertain your existence?

does it help?

no i don't think so. i doubt it makes your life better. it only makes your life worse.

but what can i do?

nothing but watch you wallow in self-pity.

we've tried. but nothing works.

all you want is his revival. all you want is to turn back time.

all you want is something impossible.

all we want is for you to pick yourself up and continue with life.

and it seems that all we want is something impossible, too.

you said that human beings are scary, that relationships with human beings only hurt.

so we know.

but why not see without those heavily tinted glasses of yours?

the world would be blur. but it would be easier to live.

what can we do to remove those stuck-on glasses?

nothing. absolutely nothing.

perhaps you'll never be truly happy again.

but we can't do anything, anything at all.

because we're not gods, for goodness sake.