I questioned myself.

What happened? And I found no answer.

I don't know what happened to me anymore.

I don't understand what I'm thinking.

And I have the slightest idea about what I want.

I hate to be submissive.

Or perhaps I'm afraid to be.

I never dare to take the gamble.

And I never dare to take the step.

But you'll be fine.

And I sincerely wish you all the best. =)