i know how horribly sad you'll feel when you know that you couldn't be there for me.

couldn't be there to help me with along with life.

couldn't be there to cheer me up.

couldn't be there to teach me how to drive.

couldn't be there to tell me that in life, as long as you've tried your best, it's fine.

it must be worse than the pain i'm going through now.

how do i articulate to anyone about my desire to pass this friday's driving test?

how?

i'm not gifted with the ability.