今天，我找到了那把充满回忆的口琴。

只是轻轻地拿握在手中，却一直感到那沉沉的思念。

不断续地直涌心坎。

清洗一番，吹起了当年爸爸教我的曲调，愕然发现自己其实只记得如何吹奏《小白船》。

生疏的技巧吹出了熟悉的曲子，心中的滋味难以形容。

表面上没流泪，但其实泪，留在心里头。

好怀念。。。好怀念。。。

P.S. 其实到这里，我早已静静地落泪了。总是爱逞强的我。。。

i noticed that, as of late, when i tell someone that i miss him/her, i don't get it back anymore.

i miss being missed.

http://www.vimeo.com/14803194

i miss the times when i miss u.

but everything is in the past now.

ah wee: it's actually really sad, when u realised that the someone whom u used to be so close with gradually became more like a stranger. with time, you'll forget what he/she likes, how he/she sounds like, when he/she looks the best, how his/her laughter never fails to bring a smile to you...

somehow wad ah wee said hurts me a lil in e heart.

i was so exhausted at work today.

needed to bounce off some ideas with oh oh, and guess what number i dialed.

94511527

recently i kept thinking abt dad, idk why.

really dunno.

officially graduated.

goodbye to 16 years of studying. hello to a life of working.

anyways that's not the point of this entry.

i went to convocation alone.

i think i'm the only one who went to convocation without the presence of any family members.

at first i was a little sad that my bro had to go to school and my mum didn't want to attend, but it all makes sense as i won't want my mum to go alone as well. if so, i won't have e freedom of running ard taking photos w anyone in sight. also most prob i'll have to go home with her immediately after convocation.

but this is a negative entry coz when my friends knew that none of my family members came, they gave me a sad look of sympathy. i'm positive that they didn't do it on purpose, but i can't say that i'm not affected the least bit.

ah well. but i did have fun at convocation. ok now refer to my positive entry, pls.

1月6日2011年上演的那一场戏，在7月6日2011年结束了。

6个月之后，在同样的地点。开场，落幕。

并不觉得怎么样。不过是预料之内的事。

这注定是一场没有结局的戏。

我承认，自己不是石头做的。

伤感悠然存在。但随之而来的轻松，让我觉得欣慰。

因为真真正正地谢幕了。

谢谢你让我尝到了丝丝甜蜜的滋味。尽管我的记忆不良，但那些陈年的片段，我不会忘记。

i wish my baby all the best.

:)